Immortal blue
A paralyzing name
Shockwaves in my veins
Blood of warmth, now cold
And the darkest secrets untold
Looks of love, lust, and desire
Now destruction and fire
A lonely soul is barren, but not unveiled
And the heart is impaled
Where the silence screams and fights
But it never takes flight
Beneath God's chamber is where I lie
Rotting and waiting to die
Submerged in fury, under the blue
I riot and struggle for you
To no avail, the world blankets into dark
And a single sound of the sickly lark
This everlasting cycle of sickness and shame
Realization that I am to blame

Falling into loneliness, dead grass in snow
My heartbeat fading as time comes to show
Confusion in a sane world
Sober in the woods
When reality hits me
There's no way I could
Rise from the layers, avalanche aftermath
Finding my wings to lead me into the right path
But now that I think of it, it's you who left me
Left me to implode into insanity
Now that I'm aging, this heart to realize
You're the enemy, but masqueraded to disguise
The inhumanity in you, boiling to rage
I know that someday you'll hunt for a sage
Lost in your own game, the one who's in charge
Now knows the criminal is still out at large
When will you realize that you're dying
That I've become stronger, no more fighting
You're the lost one now, seduced in the fire
But for me to help you, I've no desire
The bastard is flawed forevermore
Time to move on and enter God's door
Goodbye my love.

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